In Honor of You-

As I laid in Gabriela’s bed the other day with my sweet baby girl I listened to the relaxing sound machine of the ocean waves crashing and the fan blowing on my face. I laid there just rubbing her sweet little hand in mine. It was cold and soft. It reminded me so much of my dear Kay-Kay ( my grandmother who passed away 2 weeks before I had Gabriela) As young as Gabi is she already reminds me of my dear grandmother. She is such a sweet baby, so loving and nurturing… just as Kay-Kay was. When I think of people that were truly instrumental in my life in these 27 years my grandmother is very high on that list. She was such a remarkable person. She was an incredible mother, grandmother, sister, and friend. She was loved by everyone who knew her and everyone that knew her was truly blessed to know such a fine lady. Her life wasn’t always easy but she always had a smile on her face and went through life with such grace and poise and was amazing in everything she did.

So, The other day Gabriela turned 20 months. (4 months until 2...wait didn’t she JUST turn 1? ) ;) I really can’t believe our sweet, little baby girl is already almost two years old. She brings so much happiness and love into our life. Hard to remember what life was like before her and can’t even fathom life without her. She is a little ball of energy(she totally gets that from daddy), has an amazing sense of humor(from her mama of course), loves to sing, dance, play and eat all day long. I always knew that John and I would make a beautiful child-when it was the Lord’s will- however I had no idea how beautiful God would make our baby. Looking at Gabriela shows me everyday how much he loves me by giving me this awesome gift. I feel so honored to be her mama and I am FOREVER grateful to God for giving her to us. As John and I look forward to watching her grow(not too fast though..;) ) We are forever indebted to God for giving her to us. I know as we go on living this life my sweet Kay-Kay is watching over us and helping me be the wife, mom and person I am supposed to be. My life has become so full and I am so thankful every morning I wake up and every night I lay my head on that pillow that this is the life that has been chosen for me.

Quick Thoughts.

If you want to be happy,
Begin where you are,
Don’t wait for some rapture
That’s future and far.
Begin to be joyous,
Begin to be glad
And you’ll soon forget
That you ever were sad

More Updates & Proud Mama moments :)

Yesterday was a busy day in our house! We finally received all of our household goods from Alaska. It took about 7wks for us to get so we are so excited that all of our stuff is finally in one place. It took the movers about 5 hours or so to deliver all of our stuff and set everything up but after a L.O.N.G. day(and having to chase down Gabriela a few times) we are finally all set! We have an extra bed-actually 2- ready so if anyone wants to come for a nice visit, your more than welcome! :)



So, The past 2 nights we have started the transition from Gabriela's crib to her toddler daybed! I knew it might possibly take a bit to adjust so I decided to give it a try! Well, she is doing so well with it and I am so proud of her. A lot of the things I read said the average age is 2-3 so we are ahead schedule. :)

Such a proud mama moment(I know, I know, I'm such a dork!)..

But ALL she needs is a little mama singing to her(20
min=sleepy girl and priceless moments for me), her fan going, sound machine on, passy & blanket and she is good to go(oh wait, thats not just a few things.. wink wink ;) ) but who cares.. YAY Gabriela!
Your getting so big but your always going to be my sweet baby girl!
I love you little mama. ♥

Talking about how time flies....

I was just looking our family blog and realized that it has been over a YEAR since I last posted a blog.WOW, that's crazy. So much has happened since my last blog in March of 09. I figured my next few blogs will be little updates since its been so long and then I am vowing right now that I will be better about posting blogs more regularly. I enjoy doing it so I don't know why I haven't been so good... but life has keepin' me pretty busy these days and its not slowing down especially when you have a 19month old to keep up with!! :)

So, here we go with a little update...



- We moved back to the "lower 48" from Anchorage to Melbourne Florida(its about 1 1/2 hrs outside of Orlando) at the end of March just in time to be with the family to celebrate my 27th Birthday.We spent 2 weeks being in the Carolinas visiting the family before coming down to Florida.. oh what a drive that was! LONG AND TIRING! But we made it... Its been quite the move since we left. I can tell that John and I both really miss Alaska especially because we know now its the gorgeous summer and really not much can top that...(even though we have been LOVING being near the beach) That has been really nice to be able to take Gabriela to the water. She LOVES it! We have an awesome pool and play park right in the complex we are renting and we can't be outside enough!

I can't believe the last time I blogged I couldn't believe that my baby was 6 months old and now fast forward a year and I look at her even more in awe as she is almost 20 months..Pure crazyness ... :) Right now as I type this she's sitting beside me eating some corn on the cobb... ah so cute!
Gabriela is such an incredible child. I am SO proud to be her mama and I am so beyond thankful that God chose her for us! Its hard to remember what life was like before she was here.. and now I can NOT imagine my life without her in it.


(Side note. These past few minutes Gabriela had a mini meltdown & screaming fit..ah lovely)

Anyways, ... What was I saying? Oh that's right, She is so smart, funny and sweet. She does definitely have her mama's attitude for sure too though... I know John loves that! ;)

Life is such an incredible journey. As I think about my life I can't help but smile. Yes, I have my days where I'm not as strong, as I am human. ( Oddly enough.. today IS one of those days) But I know that it will be over soon. Tomorrow should be better! I have a wonderful husband who I know loves me & is in this for better or worse...hmm. A tad scary? I have a remarkable kid who shows me what life is all about.. patience and all. :) I have 2 supportive and loving parents who have shown me what matters, 2 fab sisters who are real and aren't afraid to tell me the truth, An amazing mother in law& extended family) and some great friends to help along the way and have amazing Girls Night Outs( Man, I miss that.. I'll even settle at this point for Skype dates :)But overall, its just a good life.
John and I both plan on going back to school, John is starting back up again this summer by taking a few classes and I am planning on FINALLY starting Massage Therapy school by next January at the latest. I can't wait to finally get my career off once and for all... Can't wait!!


Well, its time to get dinner on the table so I have to run but I promise I will more diligent so check back with us with your Ouzo updates. :)